Friday, May 14, 2010

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As I posted earlier, I received an AARSOTA injection on Wednesday. The doctor told me it was a good sign if I did not feel good following the shot. That was an understatement. It may have been the sickest I have ever been in my life. I had an awful fever, splitting headache, chills followed by hot flashes ( I may be menopausal ) and felt like throwing up all night. I still am feeling quite a bit nauseous as of Friday afternoon. I went back to the clinic on Thursday morning, feeling like I had one of the worst hangovers of my life ( which sucks because I did not enjoy the good part which results in that type of hangover)! It was bizarre to see all of the nurses so excited that I had been so sick. They all were amazed that I had such a strong reaction to the vaccine so early. Usually they don not see any type of reaction until the 2nd or 3rd shot. The fact that I had such a strong reaction means that my body is recognizing the presence of cancer and is fighting it off. This is the purpose of all of the treatment I am going through. To detoxify the body and turn the immune system on so it can rid my body of the cancer.

I did not understand how big of a deal this was until the doctor came in and saw me a few hours later. I had been lying in an exam room all day on those short exam tables trying to keep the earth from spinning out of control. He came in and had a big smile on his face. He asked me a few questions and told me from the day I came in he knew I was a lightweight. He said the fact that this is working so quickly is pretty unbelievable. Things are progressing much faster than he predicted. He thought by the time I got the fourth shot ( 3 weeks from Wednesday) that if I do not react to it, which he did not think I would, the cancer would be completely gone! He said everyone he has seen at his clinics to date with cancer who reacted so violently and so soon to the AARSOTA shot have fully recovered! I would say things are looking very bright!

A quick comparison of what I am dealing with now and what would have been had I chosen to go the " conventional " route.

If I followed the plan of the Cleveland Clinic doctor, I would be in bed recovering from a very invasive surgery which would have take a large chunk out of my leg, and a large chunk of skin of my lovely ass for the skin graph. They would have also taken a sentinel node biopsy of the lymph nodes in my groin. So my immune system would be permanently damaged from that as well. The origins of the cancer would have not only not been discovered, but no attempt would have ever been made to look for it. There would have been no attempt to strengthen my immune system and get it to recognize the cancer in the body. ( Usually people who get cancer have something wrong with the immune system. It is either too weak or for some reason it cannot detect the cancer as a threat. That is the purpose of the AARSOTA shot and why it was such good news that I was ill. The immune system finally recognized there was cancer and begin to fight it.) My immune system would have been considerably weakened as a result from the chemotherapy and/or radiation they told me was necessary once the surgery was done to make sure it had not spread. I would have been terribly sick from the results of the chemo/radiation for the duration of the treatment. I would have lost my last few precious strands of hair as well. They would have most likely sent me on my way with no instructions on behavior modification which are vital to long term recovery and health. I could probably look forward to the cancer returning some day, stronger than before, in a vital organ of some sort. The doctor of the clinic never said anything about not eating SUGAR ( WHICH ANY IDIOT CAN LOOK ON THE INTERNET AND SEE CANCER FEEDS ON SUGAR!!!!! HOW CAN THIS BE LEFT OUT?) Dr. Buttar has opened my eyes to how important it is to stay away from certain foods and household products. These things are filled with poisons that contribute to the fact 1 in 2 men and 1 in 3 women will get some sort of cancer in their lifetime. There are a lot of things that can be done to prevent this, which a lot of conventional medicine seem to want to ignore. I hope some of you are taking drastic steps as well to decrease your chances of something like this!!!!!!!

The comparison to what could have been to what is going on now. I have to sit in a clinic for about a 8 hrs 3 days a week, 4 hours 2 days per week. I am popping pills like I was back at BGSU, but they are doing a world of good. My immune system is turning back on. The legion on my leg is swelling and beginning to fall apart, with no invasive surgery. I have learned what needs to be done to prevent a recurrence as well as to live a long healthy life. I have not been poisoned by radiation/ chemo to contribute to the pockets of a few very wealthy pharmaceutical executives whose only motivation is profit. ( The lady I mentioned in the previous post with the brain cancer told me her oncologist wanted to put her on a new type of chemotherapy that would kill her before the cancer would. WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF THIS?!?!?!?!?!? WHY WOULD SOMETHING LIKE THIS EVEN BE MADE OR APPROVED? She said there were not a lot of options to her and that they did not make a lot of drugs for this type of cancer because it was very rare so there was little opportunity for profit. Pharmaceutical companies only interest is profit, not in your well being!!!!!!!!! I would question any of you if you were faced with this situation, what option would you choose? I am glad the route I have taken, regardless of the outcome. I am not out of the woods just yet, but the progress has been amazing! I don't care how long it takes, I will beat this and resume my life, only better and more aware! So far this has been a crazy journey, I have learned a lot and I hope it is opening some of your eyes as well! I have the weekend off from the clinic which is nice. I am hoping to eat this weekend. This week was rough but great! Looking forward to getting back next week, getting rid of this bullshit and returning to life!